Today was bittersweet. It was our last day at the orphanage and we spent most of it playing with the kids and saying our last goodbyes for this trip (I say for this trip because I already know that I will be coming back a 3rd time, God willing). There were tears shed by both the kids and us, but it just lets me know that we made an impact in their lives and were able to touch their hearts with the love of Jesus. During this trip my eyes were opened wide, even more so than last time, to the reality that these kids live with day in and day out. For such young kids they go through A LOT, things that I can't even imagine having to deal with as an adult. But you know what? Despite all of the bad I have witnessed and heard about, I still see light. I still see hope. I still see grace. I still see LOVE.
My heart hurts for these children who have been abandoned, abused, and unloved but at the same time my heart is filled with hope because I see some of them who are able to rise above their circumstances and turn down a good path. A path that I know God has planned for them. I'm reminded of the scripture that says, "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11 NIV). This is what keeps me going when I start to think about all of the bad that has and is still going on at the orphanage. Knowing that God has a plan gives me peace. Ultimately He is in control and I know that he hears my prayers for them-"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him. (1 John 5:14, 15 NIV). How awesome is that?? I have seen God show up in so many ways during this trip it's crazy! He never ceases to amaze me and show me that even in what people view as a hopeless situation, he is still there.
We accomplished what we set out to do, which was to finish the greenhouses, start planting some crops, and share the love of Christ with the kids, and I couldn't be prouder of my team. I know that God had to have hand picked each one of us because we clicked perfectly and each of us played a unique and vital role in this trip.
Tomorrow we will be touring different parts of Skopje and then going to church at Soul Craft Church, which is a partner church of NorthPoint. I'm excited to see again how people worship in another language. It always reminds me of just how big our God is and how his spirit can communicate and be felt no matter what language you speak. I ask that you all continue to pray for the "25th of May" and Soul Craft Church because great things are happening over here! And I pray for you reading this, that your heart and mind will be open to the plan(s) that God has for you, so that you can be filled with the joy, hope, love, and peace Christ has promised :)
Some of the amazing kids we got to hang with
Love these little guys!